one of my husband’s friends, that i’ve only heard about, is coming over for dinner in about 2 hours. she’s a gamer friend that lives reasonably close. he’s met her before, so it’s not like she’s going to be scary. they’re both introverts and in situations like this i’m very much the extrovert. oh boy, i hope that i don’t talk too loud or tell anyone what to do or interrupt them or start stuttering and have to leave the room. so many things to be anxious about.
i wish my illnesses allowed me to go out and do stuff so i’m not here, but that would be very rude. and i can’t anyway. i’m bitter, i feel mean, i don’t need a real life social life!